So heart break is
ranked pretty close to death on the stress meter just cause its like that
person is dead to you. All of a sudden one has to begin to relinquish any
feelings they had for a certain person and they are no longer a part of your
life. And so breaking up with my ex has been one of the toughest things I have
ever experienced. Thoughts of doubt often creep into my mind, causing me to
second guess my decision, because I know full well that my decision was not
based on a lack of love for him, but because I want GOD to smile when HE looks
down at my life. And I mean all facets of my life.. my friends, family, work, future relationship and possible
marriage.
And while breaking up
with him was for the best, I believe, the past month has been awfully hard. I have
been constantly teary and second guessing myself and my decision to end my relationship.
Every where I turn I see his face, hear his voice and even smell his scent.
I got to thinking
about whether or not there are any people in the Bible who went through
something similar. To be honest, it didn’t take me too long to find one with
whom I could identify. I realized that JESUS gets the pain I am going through. He made the ultimate sacrifice just to see the
FATHER smile. Everywhere He turned, His Father’s handy work He saw, His voice
He heard speaking His will into His heart, His presence He felt constantly
surrounding Him. Even though HIS
separation from HIS Father was the most painful thing to do, HE did it just to
see me saved. JESUS made the ultimate sacrifice. It’s awesome knowing that when
I tell HIM all my troubles, I know that HE gets me. He can can relate with my
pain.
Heb 4:15 says ''For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.'' JESUS feels pain when I feel pain and even the temptations that I go through, HE went through them too came out victorious..
In HIM I find all my strength...
...nompi
